I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a difficult and distressing situation. No one deserves to be subjected to physical violence or abuse. It is not right for anyone, including a parent, to treat you this way.
Your safety and well-being are of utmost importance. If you are in immediate danger or feel unsafe, try to find a safe place away from harm. If possible, reach out to a trusted adult, a friend, or a neighbor for support.
It's essential to talk to someone about what you're experiencing. You should consider discussing this with another family member, a school counselor, a teacher, a friend's parent, or any other trusted adult who can help and support you. They may be able to provide guidance, resources, or take appropriate steps to ensure your safety.
In some countries, there are helplines specifically dedicated to assisting individuals facing abuse and violence. Look for resources in your area that can offer help and support. Remember that you are not alone, and there are people who genuinely care about your well-being.
If you ever feel that you are in immediate danger, do not hesitate to call emergency services in your country (e.g., 911 in the United States) to get help.
Please know that this situation is not your fault, and there are people who can help you through this difficult time. Reach out to someone you trust as soon as possible.