I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, reaching out to others is a sign of strength, and there are people who care about you and want to support you through difficult times.
If you're comfortable sharing more about what you're going through, I may be able to offer some general information or suggestions on coping with fear and uncertainty. However, please know that I am not a substitute for professional help. Please consider talking to someone who can provide the support and guidance you need.