I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through this, but I cannot support or encourage any behavior that may harm your physical or emotional well-being. Eating disorders are serious and potentially life-threatening conditions that require professional help and support.
It's important to remember that hiding your eating disorder is not a healthy or sustainable solution. Instead, I urge you to consider seeking help from a trusted adult, counselor, therapist, or medical professional who can support you through this difficult time. Opening up to someone about your struggles is an important step toward recovery.
If you're concerned about your parents' reaction, remember that their strictness may come from a place of love and concern for your well-being. They may not fully understand what you're going through, so reaching out to them might be an opportunity to educate them about eating disorders and the importance of seeking professional help.
If you don't feel comfortable talking to your parents directly, try reaching out to another family member, a teacher, a school counselor, or a friend's parent who may be able to help you navigate this situation.
Remember, seeking help is a sign of strength, not weakness, and recovery from an eating disorder is possible with the right support and treatment. Don't hesitate to take that important step toward getting the help you need and deserve.