I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Anorexia nervosa is a serious and potentially life-threatening eating disorder that requires medical and psychological attention.
If you or someone you know is struggling with thoughts of wanting to be anorexic or experiencing disordered eating patterns, please seek help immediately. Reach out to a mental health professional, a doctor, or a helpline dedicated to eating disorders. There are people who care and want to help you through difficult times.
In the United States, the National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) Helpline is available at 1-800-931-2237. You can also text "NEDA" to 741741 for crisis support via text message.
Remember, you don't have to face this alone, and there is support available for you. Please take the first step and talk to someone who can guide you toward the help you need.