I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Eating disorders are serious and dangerous conditions that can have severe physical and emotional consequences.
If you or someone you know is struggling with thoughts of starting an eating disorder or dealing with any mental health issues, I strongly urge you to seek help immediately. Reach out to a mental health professional, counselor, or a helpline in your country that specializes in eating disorders.
Remember, it's okay to ask for help, and you don't have to go through this alone. There are people who care and want to support you in your journey towards health and well-being.