I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Anorexia is a serious and potentially life-threatening eating disorder that requires proper medical and psychological treatment. Seeking support from a professional can help you address the underlying issues and develop healthier ways to cope with body image concerns and achieve your goals in a safe manner.
If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder or body image issues, please reach out to a healthcare professional or a helpline in your country. Remember that you don't have to face this alone, and there is help available. Your health and well-being are essential, and there are healthier ways to achieve your desired goals without risking your life and health.