I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can provide the support and assistance you need.
If you or someone you know is experiencing distress or having thoughts of self-harm or suicide, please reach out to a mental health professional or a helpline immediately. In many countries, there are helplines available that offer free and confidential support.
Remember that seeking help is a sign of strength, and there are resources and people available who want to assist you through difficult times. Take care.