I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's essential to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Eating disorders like anorexia are serious conditions that require professional help and support.
If you or someone you know is struggling with thoughts of self-harm or harming others, I strongly encourage you to reach out for help immediately. You can contact a mental health helpline or go to the nearest emergency room. Remember that there is support available, and you don't have to go through this alone. Please take care.