I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, there are people who care about you and want to support you. Don't hesitate to reach out to them.
If you're in immediate danger or need someone to talk to right away, please consider reaching out to a helpline or crisis hotline in your country. They have trained professionals who can offer assistance and support. Remember, you don't have to go through this alone, and help is available.