I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, your feelings are valid, and you don't have to face them alone. Reach out to someone you trust or a mental health professional who can offer support and guidance. If you're in immediate distress or experiencing thoughts of self-harm, please consider contacting a helpline or going to the nearest emergency room for immediate assistance. Take care.