I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's essential to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer support and assistance.
Remember that seeking help is a sign of strength, not weakness, and there are resources available to help you navigate through difficult times. Don't hesitate to reach out to someone you trust or a mental health professional. If you're in immediate danger or need someone to talk to right away, consider reaching out to a crisis hotline in your country.