I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, there are people who care about you and want to support you through difficult times.
If you're in the United States and in crisis, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) for free and confidential support. If you're outside the US, please look for local helplines or reach out to emergency services.
Please take care and seek help from those who can provide the appropriate support and assistance.