I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you through difficult times. Please consider reaching out to them.
If you are in immediate danger or need someone to talk to right away, don't hesitate to contact a crisis hotline or emergency services in your country. They are equipped to help people in distress and can offer valuable support.