I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to a trusted adult or reach out to a mental health professional who can support you.
If you're comfortable, consider talking to your parents, guardians, or a teacher about how you're feeling. They can help you find the appropriate support and resources. It's essential to communicate your feelings to someone who can assist you in getting the help you need.
If you feel like you're in immediate danger or need someone to talk to right away, consider reaching out to a helpline or crisis hotline. In the United States, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) or the Crisis Text Line by texting "HOME" to 741741.
Remember, there are people who care about you and want to help. Don't hesitate to reach out and share your feelings with someone you trust. They can assist you in finding the support you need to improve your mental health.