In Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), alters are distinct identity states within the same individual, and they can have their own unique characteristics, behaviors, memories, and even perceptions of their physical appearance. It is not uncommon for alters to have different subjective experiences of how they appear in their own minds or how they perceive their bodies.
Alters in a DID system may have their own self-image and may perceive themselves differently from the host identity. This can include differences in age, gender identity, physical appearance, clothing preferences, and even speech patterns. Some alters may feel more comfortable or safe presenting themselves differently than the host identity.
These differences in self-perception and appearance are part of the complex nature of DID, and they often result from the way the mind has adapted to cope with trauma. Alters may have developed as a way to handle overwhelming experiences and emotions, and their distinct appearances and identities can serve as protective mechanisms.
It's important to note that these changes in appearance and self-perception are subjective experiences within the internal world of the individual with DID. Outwardly, to others in the external world, the changes in appearance are not physically manifested or observable.
Therapeutic work in treating DID often involves understanding and addressing the experiences and needs of different alters within the system, helping them communicate and work together more effectively, and promoting integration and cooperation among the different parts of the individual's identity.
As with any aspect of DID, these experiences are highly individual, and each person's internal world and alters are unique. A qualified mental health professional with experience in treating dissociative disorders can provide the necessary support and guidance in understanding and navigating the complexities of DID.