I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, there is support available, and people around you care about your well-being. Please consider reaching out to a friend, family member, or a helpline in your country to talk about what you're going through. It's okay to seek help, and you don't have to face this alone.